Life walking in this mommies shoes

So i have completely neglected this blog and feel horrible lol. my blog used to be my way to talk to myself without looking like a crazy person when i do it in public.:D lol.
but newness is my last month of school is almost of and my final exams and everything is creeping up so fast and im starting to get very proud of myself that i picked myself up off the floor and got over crying of "my world" ending and did something with my life and for monkey.:D and i must say it feels really good and wish i would have started this all sooner to be honest but maybe i needed to be a snail about it for awhile cause i did learn from it.Now minus the happy stuff it really has been kicking my butt tho i feel like i barely can breath now because of it and feel like i have lost contact even with my mom who is my BFF lol but hopefully sense its done soon and ill just have the work at my doctor office i can get back into a life out side of working and school.


The happy stuff is caleb is of course the only one who distracts me and steels my attention lol has started the adventures of potty training and so far its been pretty good he is thankful not afraid of the potty is is completely all for it and he loves pull ups and underwear he loves they have his favorite characters and loves that he can pull them up and down the hardest part is when he is not trying to pee is to get him to keep them up he is all for being nude lol.my little streaker.:D