Fresh beginning....

ahhh i can finally breath again.. 2010 was one of the toughest years of my life i can honestly say it had made me one of the toughest people facing hell dead in the face at this moment would be a walk in the park.lol..... Lets see me and my sons father split engagement down the drain && family fell apart and i moved out on my own with my little guy we bounced around a little but now were stable in our own home and happy.we went through a pretty ugly not so fun custody battle && in the end everything worked out just right no we are not back together for anyone who has been thinking that we are very much not together and that a road i will never drive down again we just were not meant to be in anyway shape or form. i do not regret our family ending yes i miss it every now &&& again but us being apart has been the best thing for myself as a person and as a mother && caleb had become just the happiest darn thing.
now to the happy stuff.
i have begun college and i will be completely done in just about four months.C=&& i will be a working hard mama bringing in the good money hahaha....
i finally have made my own steps for myself and have the right head on my shoulder thanks to the billion amazing people who have put up with my negativity&&&tears.

Caleb William
is now two years old and the smartest thing he talks all the time picks up two to three words a week is all over the place you can't keep him still he has to know and see everything and know what it does.C= toy cars have become his addiction thats all he will talk about.outside is where he would live if i would let him and he still brightens up everyones day and its hard to not adore this kid even when your ready to pull your hair out we have started the potty training and so far so good.

i am completely ready for another baby but i don't plan on it anytime soon lol.
&& oddly enough i would totally do it as a single mom hahaha its hard as hell but i completely love doing it on my own without someone beside me.&& not having to share so fun hahaha.

&& to answer the questions i always get asked yes i have dated other guys sense curtis a few of them but caleb is my main main main priority he comes before everything even before me breathing his needs && happiness is always first there is someone special in my life and it is getting pretty serious so we will see he is amazing with caleb and adores him so that matters the most.&& he is amazing to me

ill try to update more often once again

 

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